Testimonial
This is the testimonial of Wong Yuan Hao.
I bear it to the Lord for witness.
When i was in primary school, i was exposed to all kinds of christianity in my school. The word "god" seems like a new vocab to me. The Teachings on chrisitianity is more on the way you live life. Therefore i was not exposed to the real character god is.
In Primary 3-4, i was switching in between christianity, free thinker, and buddhism. In P5, i Switched to Christianity and stayed there. However, my view on god is more of a "policeman" than a father. I seldom adress him as "o Lord", "father", but more of "God". I am more afraid of him than fearing him. There is a difference, being afraid means to be scared, that you respect that guy coz you are SCARED of him. But fearing is respect that guy coz you love and truly respect him. When i pray, i dont know how to pray, and when i sing, seldom do the words come from my heart. It more of came from the mind.
Behold secondary one
In sec 1, After i entered ACSI, all sorts of influences flooded me. Like Sexual talk, Vulgarities...etc. Therefore i got influenced. But i did not show much of the influence. I only showed it in sec 2. In sec 1, the main thing that the influence did is to change me from inside, for the worse, though. There is a period of time when i said a lot of F words. Around 200 a day. Then for some reason, i suddenly stopped. Sec one passed quite slowly, partly coz that is a bad year for me. I got bullied by the one sitting behind me, and all sorts of sacarstic comments. That contributed to my character in sec 2
Behold secondary two
Comes the Year of many changes. Sec 2 is the year which many teens are moulded, it is the time when they are moulded for secondary school.
Lets come back to the topic. In the beginning of Sec 2, i was more noisy than sec 1. I became more talkative, coz of the talkative people in my class. And i start to open up. At that time, i start to know my breaking friend called edmund. He was nice, but can be violent when intimidated.
Thats what i like.
Unless you are bullied in your life b4, you wont know why i did this. Because i was bullied in sec 1 by the one sitting behind me, i start to Disturb my friend. I enjoyed pissing him off, and i was nice at times. But very inconsistent. There are many times when i pissed him off. Therefore i found him Talking less to me. At that time, i dont know anything, coz no one told me so.
Around april, the influence start to take its toll. I became very very very very sexually sick. When i am bored, i will take my friends to the corner, and tell them "lets talk about sex" and we can talk for 50 mins, juz about that topic. We will laugh and laugh and laugh, and had a good time. I also became vulgar, though not as vulgar as sec 1, i start to use sexual body parts as vulgarities.
After the holidays, the first week, or rather the first 3 days, i was a good boy, not for any reason did i change for 3 days only, but regardless, i still reverted back after 3 days. Back to the same. Pissing others off, this got my frens hot-headed. and i liked it.
Then came August. A pastor called Neivelle Tan came. He came to talk about his life, how he was changed from a corrupt prisoner to a man of god. What i think god had arranged for me that day, is firstly, not to sit with any of my friends. I got lost from my friends in the crowd, so i just took any seat and sat down. That made me listen to what the pastor had to say. Secondly, I was awake. Usually in chapels, i will doze, but this one i was wide awake. At that time, little did i realize that it will be essential.
He talked about his life, About how god changed him. I listened passively at first. But there is one phrase that seems to me, that i have heard for so many times in my life. The phrase is "in the Lord, nothing is impossible". He repeated the sentence many times, and that is what that caught my attention. As the speech progressed, i realized that he was A LITTLE similar to me, just a little. But what made me listen on is his humourous speech. It kept me awake, though i was already awake. As the speech progressed, he talked on his personal experience with god, and others' experience with god. He talked about how god personally rescued him from suicide by distracting him with a hymn that he used to sing in his childhood days, and that thought made him brainstorm on what the hymn is, forgetting all about dying. He talked about how god answered his prayers, by letting him out of Maximum Security Cells weeks after he was locked inside, though he was deemed there for 7 years. That touched me a lot. He also said about how one prisoner experienced god in her cell, that she became so peaceful and christlike after that, she changed from spewing her human excrement onto guards and making them soaked in faeces, to a preacher. Neivelle told of how he was awoken in the morning on day in his cell, because that prisoner, Mimi Wong, Started the chapel service, by shouting out John 3.16, and getting the whole hall to shout, singing and getting the whole hall to sing. He talked about how the transformed prisoners are not scared of death. He said that there is one pair of brothers, before they are hanged, the younger said to the older "When you get up there, wait for me, i will be coming". That example made me tear, but managed to hold it back quite well. Then came another incident. Neivelle narrated that before Mimi Wong was hung, she was given one wish. Her wish is to give a white rose to her beloved daughter. But the police found, and none is to be found. Mimi prayed. And a white carnation sprouted in the cracks of the tarmac, in the middle of the prison courtyard. This one made me tear, and it well made me tear. I wiped it away quickly. No one knew that i teared. But i knew that i was.
After the Speech ended, we stood up and sang this song "when we hold on together" This is how it goes
When you hold on together Don’t lose your wayWith each passing dayYou’ve come so farDon’t throw it awayKeep believingDreams are for livingWonders are waiting to startLive your storyFaith, Hope and gloryHold to the truth in your heart ChorusWhen we hold on togetherWe know our dreams will never dieChrist see us through to foreverWhere clouds roll byFor you and I Souls in the windMust learn how to bendSeek out a starHold on to the endValley, mountainThere’s a fountainWashes our tears all awaySouls are dyingChristians are prayingPlease let us come to stay(Chorus)
This one made me tear again. I dont know why i am tearing, but i knew that it is some love and peace that made me tear. In my heart, i knew it is god. I wiped away the tears, so no one knew. And i thought a lot.
As i walked out of the auditorium after the service, a strange sense of peace and love overcame me. I felt love for everyone, felt that i should not irritate my friends no more, should not piss them off no more. Peace overcame me. Whatever hatred i had for anyone is forgiven and forgotten. I only could accomplish that because, the Lord had forgiven my sins, as he had forgiven Neivelle's sins.
When the day ended, before i slept, i reflected on the whole thing once through. I cried. Read bad. And uttered a prayer "...O lord i have sinned. Please forgive me, thank you lord for what you did to me today, i will always remember. O lord take whatever that is left of me and put it to use for your own good...."
The next day i went to school, and my friends saw the change. I felt a lot of peace. I am forever changed.
While my life pass, i reflect on the words "in the Lord, nothing is impossible". I learned a lot from church as well. For my mid year exams, i prayed for it. Taht i could bounce back from 1 A1 in the mid years. I did, i got 5 A1s. And everything i studied got right into my mind. Glory to the Lord.
For my overseas trip, i prayed for a sign of good price from the stall owner. The sign in that he smile casually. And it did. I halfed the price, the person smiled casually and said "that is a loss". Glory to the Lord.
For my church's revolution concert (an evangelistic concert), i prayed for a power move. It came, only in a span of 2 weeks. Glory to the Lord.
For Breakdancing, i prayed for more time that i could train. It did, 3 times a week with my crew. Glory to the Lord.
The Lord had shown me enough that he is real. As what Psalm 23 said,
"the Lord is my shepherd, i shall not want"
he is my shepherd. I shall walk in his ways for ever and ever, all the days of my life, and be a good and faithfull servant.
acid video 2
my vid is about to come out... hahaha i compiled a lot of things in to the 3min 57 sec clip.
should be better than the first one larh, and itz betta.. more relevant stuff... and a lot of representation of improvements.
today sian anw itz GOOD FRIDAYY PRAISE THE LORD
but too bad i didnt go for the water baptism... I AINT GOT NO TIME!!!!!!
so after tt i go home do my werk, did a lot of werk... den after tt i go and compile vid. about to fin with the vid.
so de day juz end lidat... den i go to selebraet xf bday tml.. cya man
This is dedicated to the lord.
This is a true account. Dedicated to the lord my god.
Before the concert, the things are planned. I started to train 39 days b4 the concert. Around 14 days before the concert, my frens came for the first rehearsal. Around 30 days beforee the concert, i prayed hard to god that i could do one power move in the concert, i noe mills cannot be my option, but i jus prayed.
At 19-16 days before the concert, i am at the playground, training, bored by now, but suddenly an idea came to mind. i dont know, somehow, a motivation from nothing made me do crickets. I was thinking "haha, crickets, back there again. If i cannot, then forget it. Can then good". Amazingly, praise the lord, i did 6, but i touched the ground around 5 times. But above all, i was excited. Then 14 days before the concert, at the first rehearsal, i tried crickets in front of kyensai. They are freaked out. though it touched the ground for a few times. I practised at home, but to not much avail. At home, the most i did was 7, (if not it will be less than that). However, it is inconsistent. And 6 days before the concert, in the midst of the heat of kyensai's practice, a motivation drove me again. I went to the middle of the stage, and then start cricketing. I did the first 6 hitting the ground around 5 times, but however, i managed to continue. I continued to do 10 crickets, and i never saw myself rotating so fast before!!! the feeling is great!!! after the aftermath, i was so grateful to the lord, and thank god that i am grateful. I shouted "PRAISE TO BE THE LORD! TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!" very very loudly. then i collapsed due to giddyness. It was great. I was very excited. I knew that the lord had taught me crickets in 2 seconds. i have never had this before. I prayed very very hard for a power move, and it came. Imagine my gratitude to the giver.
On the concert itself, i prayed for good crickets, strength and stamina. i prayed for them before i went to school, and i did it in a lift. this is an extract.
"lord, give us the strength, stamina, trust in you and peace as we perform tonight in the night of your will lord. i pray for my performance, as well as everyone's performance lord. Give them the strength, stamina, peace and love lord, and many will be saved lord. Do it for the extension of your kingdom, for the love of the lord, for the saving of souls lord. Lord i pray for my performance and that i especially could do great crickets lord. I pray that you could sharpen my moves that i could remember all that i have practised lord......"
In the performance itself, i did crickets without touching the ground. It was great. I did about 12 pumps. Touching the ground around the 2nd pump. the rest i was not touching. There were great cheers. And i would dedicate the cheers to the lord.
When the concert ended, i asked my friend to take my crickets. i did 22 crickets, touching the floor once. Thank you lord, you have given me a power move in 3 weeks.
Now, I am still living in the aftermath, not believeing that i got crickets in 3 weeks. In fact, i got it in 2 seconds. The teacher is the lord. Nothing is impossible in his name. He had taught me crickets in 2 seconds. no man could do that. this is a miracle. As i did 22 crickets, i remebered the seconds of my first 16 crickets, reliving the time, reganing the speed. I juz did and did, breathing when i do it. Again, the lord taught me that. That is for real. I never did crickets while breathing. The 22 crickets was the only time i did it.
As i looked at the video, i remebered my first 16 crickets again. i was thinking "praise god, praise god."
O lord thank you. This is my first power move. You are my teacher. You have taught me the move in 2 seconds, a move that i was stuggling to master. You came and saved me.
As the day ended, i gave thanks to the lord, my last prayer for the day, in the lift again. It was around 10.55
" O lord, as the prayer started here, i shall end it here. Thank you lord for my crickets lord. Thank you lord for you have given a great performance in the night of your will. Thank you lord for powering us for the night of your will lord. thank you for the strength you have given me, the stamina, the trust in you, and yea, the peace lord. Thank you lord for my crickets, that i could do 22 of them without touching the ground lord.......thank you lord for the day lord, amen"
that is just an extract.
Remember, Crickets it my first power move, and it is not me who taught myself. My teacher is the lord. This morning, i did crickets again. I did 12 crickets, without touching the ground. Praise to be the lord. I am never going to forget what the lord did to me. This is a true account of what happened. Nevermind if u don believe. It is between me and the lord.
Revolution concert, 12 march, Kyensai
12 march rox!!!!!!
it is the REVOLUTION CONCERT!!!!
it is the night of god's will, a night of love, joy, peace, kindness, enjoyment, evangalism, excitement, and screaming.
PRAISE THE LORD for around 300 people have turned up. GLORY TO BE THE LORD for a soul is won from satan's arms. WORSHIP THE LORD for there are screams, cheers and motivating speeches.
For all we have put in to this day, dedicate it to the lord, for he gave fun and divine intervention.
This is the account of the concert.
At 2.30 kyensai reached the place, and we played around, but our mucles are crammed up, cannot move, partly coz our brother is missing.
Then at 6.30, Song came, and we got hyped up. rilli DAM hyped up!!!!
We cannot wait for the peroframance to start! of coz there is nervousness, but we are looking forward!!!!
When it started, it was: the-attack-of-the-killer-BERHLOOONSSS. It was fun! and NOT tt spastic games LOL. after that some of the lucky ones got the prices in the balloons... and they are dam friggin happie... hahahaha
after that, come the singing part, they sung DAM well!!! and after that, grace assemlie came up to dance AND IT ROX MAN DAM NICE!! they are dam friggin coordinated, and most of all, i respect them coz they put up so much work, and they had so much faith in god!!!! i saw them praying and praying non stop, wished kyensai would be like that. non stop. They did really well, no screwups... =D
After the grace assembly, it is the singing of the reason. this time, STORM ROCKS THE STAGE. THE MUSICIANS WERE GREAT. IVAN WAS GREAT!!! after that, we sung ONE WAY and it was SUPERB. we SCREAMED and JUMPED all the way. it was FUN. after that all the songs. JOY WAS DAM PRO SINGER. AS WELL AS THE REST OF THE SINGERS. we can hear every of their voices. iit was great man...
after that item it is KYENSAI. we went up.. nervous at first, but after that, it died down coz we are starting to have FUNNN. we came in with our routine. After that song soloed. As usual, it got A LOT of screams, freakin everyone out!!! WOOHOOO. After which, edmund, xf and i went to babi freez. xf went to nike, edmund went to flare, he didnt crop up. I went to crix.. duno how many i did, but i oni touched floor once. After which, song did a 4 second set
then after tt edmund and i 6000. Then our set began. xf did his set, ended quick. Then edmund did his, which is kinda LONG, ended with baby pike. i entered the floor with running handstand then did slow motion 2 step to slow motion baby frreeez. edmund was doing the hand action and all these. wahahaha!!! then FREESTYLE!!!! we opened it with handsprings by me and edmund across. XF did his, and it freaked the heaven of ppl out. everyone screamed like siao a lot!! and i did mine... and it is kinda ok lahz hahaha juz impromptu. then song did his, his 2 step is dam nice got 3 or more flashes of cameras. his 2 step is sick, is like the body is twisting one lo!!!! WHAHAHA den, it started to end, when edmund and xf did the mummy thing, which is VERY VERY coordinated. after that, it is the DUMMY WHICH IS DAM FARNI AND DAM GOOD!!!! we got a lot of photos from the crowd, A LOT of flashes... ahhaha then i and xinfu did jump-to-split. and everyone was like "OOWwwww" WAHAHAHXXX it was so fun! edmund went into the middle to do thread freez. it was nice too! at least it didnt screw up. then i went to planche. at first it didnt get a lot of cheers then after 4 secs, ppl start sayin sth!! woo! it rox! den we ended it off, it was a bit bad at first. but later we ended really well.. thank god!! thank edmud, xf, song!!! they rock!! edmund impressed my father with his flare! my father was like "WOAH" =DD
After that, it was singing again! then de BRI dance. i did 4 planche pushups and i was dam glad on it manz!!! thanks kyensai and everyone who were there. Thank god who is always there to support. And then the dance was rilli dam great. de deniis part did not crop up. it was great!!! and amelia teaching is oso dam pro!! it is a sucess. then de concet proceeded with a singning then the speech, which is defininitely motivating. PRAISE THE LORD for one more soul is snatched from satan's hands. he will not be deemed for hell. he will be with god for eternirty. see him in heaven!!!!!
It ended with sining. It was dam fun! we jumped and shouted and praised the lord with all our voices, hearts and toungues.. it totally rocks!! it ended with the loud praising of the lord. this is a night i will never forget. I returned home shacked, but not forgetting THE crickets and the concert.
The glory to be the lord's Amen
