leaders
it has been some time since i posted, even longer time since i posted a message.anyway it has recently been edmund's birthday. and i have to pics with me. bt i can't upload them due to my revision. anyway i will do so tomorrow :)
anyway, just to leave behind something that my the leader of music ministry in my church said to us "as worship leaders you hold a big responsibility".
He went on to tell us, that we leaders must come clean before God. Make sure that the week is clean in His eyes. Never let the christians' fellowship with God be marred because of us.Then this reflected upon me. As it is even so lacking for us to live a day for ourselves, a God-less day, self-centered day. I had experienced a God-filled life, purposefully or not, aware of his presence in my life. Real and fufilling that poems of praise stream out.
Those poems i write are testimonies of his command in me, my life with God.To be honest I never knew I am or was always in music ministry as the vocalist. Even Pearleen was asking me "you still in storm?" I was quite shocked by that question bt i understood her and myself at the same time.
But this ministry is saving grace, the lifeguard of my life. It helped me up in my lowest of spiritual life, even though i never wanted to "join", but accidentally fell into it.
Then reflecting back I come to realize that for this cause, everything we do must contain an eternal purpose. Yesterday i never realized so much in normal church conversations that i had. The words "go in the name of Jesus", means to leave as testimonies of Jesus, for Jesus' sake. "let us pray" after every sermon is to commit the message onto our lives, and simply, talk to God. "i will worship you till the very end", is characteristic of great faith and love, as one hopes and trusts God for a deluge of blessing and pure goodness even when the worst haunts and failure cracks upon. Everything we do, must contain an eternal purpose.Labels: awakening, christian-bboy, findings O.O
asleep
Why is time and pressure my enemy? I had fallen. Fallen to enemies of priorities, and threat of lifelessness misled by lies I know but I've been asleep.
As a first step, Tomorrow i'll be in school for fireac at 7am.
i'll bring backup cash for a cab ride if needed.
Labels: resolutions
what it should have been: i'm flying over the moon
BEFORE people think that I'm having a new crush (or to those who thot i had already), the poem i wrote entitled "i'm flying over the moon" (2 posts before),
is SARCASTIC.
yupps, it means i dun have a crush now. so go interpret :)
Labels: christian-bboy, Literary
guitarwannalearn
I prefer to pen it down in my book.
Your promise that won't fade.
oh and i really really wanna learn the guitar so i can finally sing with music backing.
like, seriously man.
seriously.
serious.
Labels: awakening, ilovemebutGodlovesmemore
i'm flying over the moon
cos' someone gave me this feeling i never experienced.
cos' someone fufilled the lusture of my feelings.
cos' someone told me today that i'm one of a kind.
she said "you're mine forever",
yesterday, she held my hand and kissed it.
the day before she told me what it's like to have children with me.
tomorrow she tells me she loves my look when i smile.
psyche.
when the boost fades,
everything is nothing.
empty.
Labels: Literary
typos
movie suggestions
qn. number 16
"F" determines the sex of the person stated to be a female
donation card
Labels: random
fake sales as expected
i expected the original prices to be fake.
BUT NOT SO FAKE!
SHYT.
though my wilson advantage force is $50 and i'm fine with it, RSH said it was discounted from $150.
MY ASS LA.
So i guess importing the product should cost $50 per racket?
I got these prices from badminton sites:
us:
US$22
UK:
advantage strike: UK 22 pounds
advantage force: UK 10 pounds (WAT THE)
am i cheated for a discount or wat?
So i expect the discount to continue on forever....
RSH what rip-off methods you guys have.
Labels: findings O.O
friends who love
they don't go on bullshitting with you about your superficial life when you are downright superficial.when they know what's right, they don't ignore the important stuff when you are straying.
They don't pretend to not know anything when you fall into a conflict with your friend, who is also their friend.
They don't say anything just to make you happy.When you're wrong, they correct you.When you are doing something despicable, they won't pretend to know nothing and stay silent about it.They're not there for fun.
They are there to make sure you walk a straight road with God.
They are
sincere, truthful and selfless.Labels: christian-bboy, out
Ok fine, i'll do with this post.
Usually when i have an issue, i'll speak up in my blog. but, this issue will be quite offensive when i post it, so i'll do with another one. though it's a burning issue.
i've been like.. really tired recently, excluding today. So for anyone whom i've offended by daoing, ignoring, not replying them, i'm sorry. Cos i can't think clearly. in other words, my mind isn't clear. today was good cos i found out the reason: the lack of exercise.
i've gotta exercise 6 outa 7 days. if i exercise only 4, something drastic happens to my energy level :(
Anyway just thought of FOP stuff recently. I've been praying about it.
O yea a note to christians too. Read ur bible and grow in the word of God :)
sorry for this short seemingly random post (bt its not), i gotta go again.
bye
Labels: christian-bboy
blogger just wasted 10 minutes of my life.
i posted 5 pictures for drama night, nothing came out.
papaya. :(
Labels: random
movie suggestions
qn. number 16
"F" determines the sex of the person stated to be a female
donation card
