decay
remember the "deteriorate" post?
it's just got worse.
this place i found myself a part of, has it's head seperated from it's body, it's spirit, it's purpose.
It is dead. Save the body, still very much alive.
Labels: lament
bullet
The cliche post upon your awakening:
next year you're gonna be year 6.
freak.
it's so fast like a bullet.
you can't see it going, but feel it when it hits you.
Then you have to hand in TOKEE, and all IAs breach the wall of 2007 holding them back.
brace.
eyes
when ure smile is fake, i can tell it through your eyes.
when you try acting innocent, your eyes enact a guilty picture.
and you, i saw your lie through already- your eyes aren't convincing enough.
there's this saying that goes that to tell if a smile is geniune, look into that eye for the "twinkle". you can tell a fake one from a real one. it's written in one of Roald Dahl's book, i read it when i was a kid.
but i realize this to be really true. Although it's written in a fiction storybook.
christmas song
And with this Christmas wish is missed
The point I could convey
If only I could find the words to say to let You know how much You've touched my life
Because here is where You're finding me, in the exact same place as New Year's eve
And from a lack of my persistency
We're less than half as close as I want to be
And the first time
That You opened Your eyes did You realize that You would be my Savior
And the first breath that left Your lips
Did You know that it would change this world forever
And so this Christmas I'll compare the things I felt in prior years
To what this midnight made so clear
That You have come to meet me here
To look back and think that
This baby would one day save me
In the hope that what You did
That you were born so I might live
To look back and think that
This baby would one day save me
And I, I celebrate the day
That You were born to die
So I could one day pray for You to save my life
I celebrate this day,
Deck the halls and bruise your hand
Relient K
One of the best christmas songs i've heard.
Labels: heart
