swayness to the max to super evader
In the past week, I was confined for many things: not cutting nails despite promising to cut, not standardizing bag arrangement, not tucking in shirt, staffwork error and not polishing the bell. That was week 8 for me, getting missiles from everywhere for doing the wrong things and getting caught. That amounted to this: one more punishment for week 9 and i will be confined again.
This week is different. My punishment for sleeping at the wrong time was pending. A wrong-strength report which involved the wing still under investigation. During COMEX, I piloted the boat in between 2 enemy boats 150 yards apart without taking hits, evaded punishment by almost falling in late.
Labels: national service
the end of school
Some would never expect the most dedicated, inspired, and driven to ever give up their sport. A new life after the phase of schooling plunges us to this world of uncertainty. We struggle to grab hold to something in a pool of endless waters, we choke and gulp for air and kisses, the new kingdom and just another miss.
Every part seems to be coming together, but something seems to be lacking. I start to wonder whether is it liberty refracting our lust for freedom, or is it confinement which somehow or rather affected us in a strange, unexplainable way?
The prospect of giving up, or failing when least expected chills my nerves. How could it practicably be possible? Faith in believe in is amongst the central needs which keeps a person together. And I'm not even talking about God.
Out of the grasps of an authority which brings us familiar people under a curriculum for 12 years, we reach a point where we all separate. Autumn falls like colors of dawn, accompanied with the rain of leaves which were once attached to the same tree.
Labels: friendship, future, heart
