language.
well i don't think i will post enough here. but i really gotta sleep too soon.
Do you realize that half of what you mean isn't spoken? That's another language. While spoken and written language employs the use of diction and tones to force readers to venture between the lines to know what the write really mean, body language complete or vitiate your statements.
half of what you say is conveyed through your body. really? to a large extent.
after being more aware of body language, it's easier to get your way around things, make it seem like things are alright, save your ass from something you shouldn't do, and do well in bboying.
well these words aren't enough. but i gtg now. what really is needed to substantiate is another 1000 words.
Labels: findings O.O
weekend before school
yesterday, it was going around queenstown shopping center buying a new shoe. i walked around the mall FOUR times, went to every shop selling shoes, and all the sizes ran out -.- Then i finally found a shoe to substitute it. It was adidas lanto 2. I asked them to state tt it's a sports shoe in the receipt. they refused. they said "it's a
TAEKWONDO SHOE". i was like.. I NOE for goodness sake theres a picture of a man doing sum flying kick. then isnt taekwondo a SPORT?!"
anyway, i found the shoe, in a shop i visited, 4 times and the stallkeeper attended to me thrice. But it was 3 hours of nonstop walking around. and i feel so tired.
Then today was waking up at 6.50 after not being able to slp from waking up at 6.30, i prepared breakfast for the family, did some chores and went to enjoy the sun. I was sleepy during the service, slept for about 15 minutes of his 50 minute sleep. After that went youth and we were talking about TRANSVESTITES. came from talking about thailand.
After church, while the others went CS lanning, Tianyong and i went to bboy. bboyed for 2 hours, then visited our lanning churchmates. its was a 15V15 showdown!!! but the gurls were playing as funny as ever (i din say they suck). they all left at 5pm. Thereon at 5.30 went to break with Glenn till 7.
i'm so frikin tired now!!!!!!
oh yes, Rev. Abel Thomas' message was good. I usually don't go morning services because of the certainty in myself in falling asleep in the middle of it. But i knew that he's coming, and since i remembered his previous messages, i thought i can't miss his.
BOTY CAMP'S TML!!!!!!!!Labels: christian-bboy
WATER car.
it's the fuel cell, but something that works kinda like it.
a car that runs on WATER.
invented by Stan Meyer, the car runs on water, any type, ocean water, distilled water, pond water. 'if u don't have any fresh water, go and get snow, if u dont have snow, go get salt water"
he isn't a scientist, in fact he never graduated from college.
"the day it happens (production of the fuel cell) is the day the fuel industry hates."
he's already obtained numerous patents.
you the man, Stan.
"if only i could find the words to say to let You know how much You've touched my life."
i'm pretty sure that it's isn't your birthday.but what's the real day? i don't know either. sometimes innocence is better isnt it?
but God i don't care whether it's the real day or not. i'll just remember it as a day as i set aside everyday to give you thanks for everything. Since it's the day where we lift you up, i'll remember this day.
happy anniversary, Jesus
iloveyou, i really do.
Labels: ilovemebutGodlovesmemore
christmas eve.
i don't know if 25 december is REALLY your birthday or not. but it's not like i'm sure the amount of time one whole year consists is the same 2007 years ago.
It's just my act of sincerity.
I urge all you guys n gurls who read this post to celebrate christmas like Christ's birthday. who's the central guy here? Christ. Yes, His birthday. and guys also don't forget the people who allowed all these to fall into place. Mary, Joseph, God, and Jesus. They all played their parts.
So are we going to party all night and forget our saviour? please don't. spare him your heart. spare him a room there. It's your sincerity that captures. If you reserved this day for Him, please act it out in a way.
How would you celebrate His birthday?
:)
Labels: everlasting
"Thanksgiving"
I was about to blog nothing when i realized that thanksgiving is square the corner.
AND I HAVE already past it.
So much stuff happened this year, as they call 7 the perfect number, this is to be the "perfect" year.
However, this isn't obvious that it's perfect. Nothing much went it's best this year, nothing went too well, so many flops and mistakes i make, had many unpleasant experiences, fell into so many traps the devil devised.
But this year is the first year in so many, in fact all my life which i had learned so much from. Thank God for all this. I've never experienced so much, and learned so much in a year before. As i look back, i may be able to see why is it a "perfect year"?
btw, this is NOT ACCORDING TO MERIT OR WATEVA K.
Kyensai - 2 new crew members. Jonathan Tan and Jonathan Yong. I really thank God for you 2 for the commitment you guys have shown. At your level 1.5 years ago, i was SO slack, not enthusiastic, showing little interest for improvement. However God just made a way somehow. And now my weakness is to leave Him out of the picture, the One who made my bboying to a stage of self-sustinence. I loved the time during teachers' day. U know i so felt like the same way as i did when we first formed? the unity, and four of us, Song, Edmund, Xinfu, Yuanhao (GUYS DO YOU REALIZES IT ABREVIATES TO SEXY???!?!?!?! HAHAHAHA). I also love the NJ concert and the RPsenting, i feel our unity as a unit. together, as one crew, as what we always wanted when we started. I feel so proud for you guys as bboys, and more imptly as friends. We still abide by the 'rules' we set for ourselves to never accept bboys based on skill, but only on friendship and love. I feel so proud for we worshipped God, and we all can just talk about anything, no backstabbing, but dead honest, truthful comments. I thank God for you guys, and i still can't believe i was in the right time, right place to be with you guys today.
Song - my teamate for RPsenting, thank God for someone who held up the team and showed some awesome style man! You our leader, we will be a crew that center God still. I pray.
Edmund - Thank God for you being a councillor! for doing stuff to change my school. all the best, may you serve till your term ends.
Xinfu - this year dno what happen to you. All the funiness explode out. you on drugs or sth! but you are still insightful, and deep, the xinfu i know. psst in exception of some flops hehe.
YuanHao - for filling up the "Y".
Jonathan Tan - one year our senior, in sessions n most of the time, i totally forgot your seniority! But it's when we talk about life maters, you are here to advice, to give your opinion, and there simply to listen and understand. On the surface u're so funny, and you may look like a joker. But you're not man, bearing resemblance to xinfu, your maturity is fledged.
Jonathan Yong - you frikin luff like a WITCH la. i heard you have 40 something hand hops. hey keep training man! all the best for the future man :) Thank God for being another part of Kyensai SEKSAY.
Glenn - for being so honest. Giving advice for our crew and stuff. Helping us improve in many ways. and your apologetic ways are DAM funny. but anyway, you really improved man. but pls dun be!
The guys in class (and gurls) - you guys are FRIKIN funny, its THE funniest class ive been in for my life! you guys really made me feel at home, as you know i'm so silent and can't really talk to people. But also for the work, whatever stuff i ask you guys are here to help me. Thanks pals :)
Ben Soh - Thanks for teaching me so much about iron and gyming man! look forward to gym more often! although i will haf to decrease in sessions. all the best in ARmy man!
Shane - the bus rides to school n the conversations. Thank God you were there to prevent me from sleeping n missing my stops! All the best in police man!
FireAC- this one really cannot not thank. morning sessions really kept me with God, in touch, never our of touch. we are here to fellowship, and gain more for Jesus. You guys never forgot your call, and this is one thing that inspires me do you guys know that? All for God! thank Him!
JunEn, CNE - rubbish fellas! so much fun wif u 2 on squash, playing n screwing round. still remember i hit JE on the butt with the ball HAHAHA. But more than that too. can talk about almost anything man. And the endless switchfoot craze from junen. And thank God for u 2 aren't shallow people. We have things to talk, and u guys won't profess it in a shallow manner. Really get to know more things about the world and life.
Woon - for your PROTEIN HAHA and yea. also for you as a friend, because we 2 are really frikin similar. this year, i just realized tt we are even more similar. Both of us went through the same shit, like quite the same stuff. But hey, God is always there and He is the only way right! Nothing, in Him, is impossible. Thanks for being there to understand and listen to me and to learn bboying too!
Christina - you are one person who really hasn't changed much in the past year man. whether it matters or not, thank God you are a fireac leader and setting an example for all of the rest. thanks for being a testimony and a pillar for fireac. I pray that God be on your side in everything you do.
Zoey & Peiwen - once in a while random messages for support in upcoming competitions. And thanks for coming to support song n i for RPsenting! whatever it is, i really do appreciate those supportive phrases and encouragements, because they DO encourage me.
God - for all the experiences year round. i never learnt and experienced that much. ive become more insightful, slower to viscous judgement. because of You. time and again things pop up along me way to remind me of my walk with You. Thank you for those reminders. Thank you for so much that happened this year. As i wait upon the new year, i will finish this year well with 8 days to go.
with the 2007 coming to a close, i'm glad this year i've fufilled a number of new year's resolutions. though disappointed that some aren't done.
Labels: christian-bboy, friends n loved ones, sincerely
Pregnant!
“I definitely don’t think it’s something you should do; it’s better to wait,” Jamie Lynn Spears on her pregnancy.
Don't know whether to sympathize or criticize, either case, the pregnancy was unexpected and it can't be ignored she went against her principles (is it? or is it a shot for redemption?).
It's too easy for lip service, to pronounce your principles and virtues, but all is worthless dust when he [or she] acts against what he says.
Especially when you are a sister of a celebrity whose popularity is sinking deeper by the minute. How can you expect others to listen? This applies to us too. Especially people of seniority and authority. Can't expect no one to listen when you don't walk the talk, or walk YOUR talk. You're going to lose cred, audience, trust and respect big time.
The once never-heard-of Jamie Lynn exploded to the spotlight with a pregnancy at 16. No one gives shit about anything she has to say, only the ballooning of her waistline in weeks following.
But the real mistake to make is to keep making mistakes after your own. Claim what you belief and do otherwise again and again. Seeing your own failure and believing all the future doesn't matter anymore, the first impression is bad enough. It isn't true. Life's only getting worse when you continue screwing up, while you numb yourself in what you're doing. Though i don't really like the Spears, i hope Jamie Lynn does pick up from this flop and not screw up no more.
Labels: voice
GET STARTED!
my engine started today! lets hope it goes on and on!
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Labels: :D:D
rain
I just treat it as a lesson learnt and experience gained when me ex left me for another guy 9 months ago. But i just wanna thank God that He used this bad experience to prevent another of the similar to happen to a friend of mine. I won't be as firm and unshakable in the way i gave her advice, preventing destruction, or so to speak, to happen.
Every pain, scar or hurt you have been through, God can surely use it for good. to prevent it from happening to another person, to prevent more people getting hurt. Just if we are up to the task to be willing to help. yes, God can use you.
therefore when you experienced a pain before, look to the future, don't get daunted and pulled down by your past. God uses the poor to shame the rich. he uses the most incomplete of people. because you went through the pain, you know what it's like down there. God can use you because you know. look to the future :D you don't know what is in store.
oh btw props to Zach Ong for winning the silver and gold for singapore!!! gosh the today papers are flattering him like mad man! congrats Zach!
Labels: christian-bboy
youth camp
i had totally missed the point of being God's child. i've thought too much about perfection. i've thought too much about reaching a standard before coming clean before God. this was exactly what happened in the last youth camp. I thought i was rid of problems. But what really is is that the problem is only temporarily not present, and i thought i am free of it. As a result, i shut myself from God's word, thinking "i am not one of those". But it took Chris Long to tell me i am.
But it is love that God will allow us into His presence. It is the new covenant with God that we can come before him blameless. So many times i found myself too unworthy of Him. That's what made me then go about losing touch of Him. Even though we were against Him, He died for us. Even though we were opposing him, he still allowed us in. Is there greater love than this is it when we deserved no love, while we were to miniature and can mean totally nothing to Him?
Btw, i love this year's YC shirt. Both for the guys' and girls. its like, really GOOD DESIGN!!! though i got an M size n is a little big for me, i mus say its so freakin comfortable, it's next to sleeveless!
Another thing i must say about this year's camp is that i've made great friends. For the first time, I AM NOT A LEADER!!! WHOOO!!!! so i gotta haf fun and let everything pass and test my social and observation skills. haha. It's nice getting to know more churchmates, and they are really nice. Finally got to talk to people i never talked to in my life (but i know they exist). I mean, it's just cool to get social rite. Oh and bboying. Spent a total of i guess, 4 hours of bboying teaching tianyong and jireh altogether? tianyong pretty much getting the hang of it (congrats for the salsa, nike, toprock and our routines!) I only spent 1 hour on jireh, bt since he's interested i thought why not just intro him, and that intro ended up in teaching haha. And some churchmates keep asking me "yuanhao, er can u do the err, lotus flower?" "eh do the lotus -pause- flower leh". then i was like "lotus IS a flower." and what they refer to as lotus flower is actually a FLARE. Then i did it, sum of them remarked "woah! Lotus flower!". I really had a very very good time bboying n teaching. It's one of the least dangerous, least harmful, least noisy, most physically tiring, and best sleep assisting activity in the camp LOL! Urge all you Jael fellowship ppl reading this to learn bboy!
It's one of the favourite places when i had time with God. To be honest, i am stunned through the last 2 days of the camp, stunned by the fact that God still accepted me. Not just accepted, but embraced. Stunned by his acceptance to me prompting a total surrender to God to be used by Him.
Those who were with Justin and I when we left. From left to right: Kayhan, Jireh, Justin, Thaddeus, Yong Jian, Selek, Me(yuanhao), Tianyong. Not in picture: Julia Ting holding the cam, and her friend sry i don't know your name. Thanks you all!!
This camp has been an eye opener. amen. It made me know i'm significant to God.
Labels: awakening, christian-bboy, ilovemebutGodlovesmemore
