Revolution days
yesterday, while i was browsing my com, i came across this unnamed song. i played the song. It was soldier. The song we danced to in revolution. The moment the song played, i wanted to switch it off. It stirred up too many memories.
I don't know why, that even other concerts, exciting camps, hikes, parties, outings, trips, cannot stir up that kind of memory in my heart as well as the revolution concert.
It was only 3 months and one day ago, did the concert take place, and about 8 months since we started practiced, and a year since that idea was born. I don't know why, but i just feel a sense of loss.
I miss almost everything, including the way i broke my toenail, including how i and my crew rushed like mad to get on punctual with the practices. I remembered the times when i forgot my dance steps, and performed the wrong move on stage!! hahahaha!! In the practices, i always did my steps wrongly, and my partner for one part of the dance had to remind me, and i was like..oh my son, how can i forget....hahahahahaha..
In the full rehearsals, i miss the voice of singers on stage, when it was dark. I love darkness, and light. I think you know what i mean....
In the combined rehearsals, everytime the singers were singing, i would be down the stage, sitting, resting, or with my crew planning...I remembered when my crew rushed down to the space down the stage to play and practice. I was reminded of the joy i had when i got my first power move, at that time, i need 6 pumps to complete one round, but now i need 3 pumps. my crew got on very well with everyone, and xinfu and ivan loved to joke around... we were always looking forward to the next rehearsal....
also, ivan always thought he did not sing "the reason" well, but in fact he did! I also remember how i sprained my ankle and cannot break for 3 days..
and on the concert itself, my crew got muscle stuck together.. and cannot break properly, until daniel came, then we are well.. hahahahaha it was so nice. And i remember i did a move wrongly!!! hahahahahaha!!
all these i can remember, but they told me about how we can get untied, and finally, friends, how much we loved each other, and how we try our best for God!
We can be so well together, and it caused an impact on me, and hope this will be a reminder to all people in my church on how caring and united something can bind us together, ever so well...