Answer to your emptiness. He is standing right there.
Before i became a true christian, i bullied my friends, scolded vulgarities and became a "sex maniac".
I enjoyed doing all these things. But when i am left alone, i would think: what on earth are all these for? Then i will get angry and frustrated... I was a christian, but i never understood God. I am a greatly backslided christian. I cannot pray well, i cannot commit myself. I am in control of my own life.
"What are all these about?"
"Why am i in this world?"
Then one day, Christ rescued me, as if, out of 6 billion men, he loved me just the same as he does if there is only one. How can he, that if i backslid so much, would still unconditionally accept me? Then i broke down. He still loved me after all these. I never felt God's love in my life before that time ever before. God took me up. And developed me to what i was today.
I know what i am here for. Every answer is Jesus.
This is another testimony:
http://www.exposingsatanism.org/seansellers.htmLet me tell, however far, and i mean HOWEVER FAR you have gone from God, he still remembers you. NO MATTER WHAT you do and i REALLY REALLY MEAN NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, he still loves you JUST AS MUCH. Even if you had become a satanist top priestess and went around telling how much you hated God, even if you are a witch who had sold your body to hundreds of women and men, even if you hated everything about christianity, lay at the altar smeared full of blood and declared how much u HATED GOD,
you cannot escape his love.
Many can talk of his great love. But no one, absolutely no one, could fantom that. He is the reason why you are in this world. He created you. He loves his creation. He looks down from heaven with eyes of love, he walks with you in the valleys of darkness. Even in your darkest times, God had NEVER turned his eye for a nanosecond. I know it because i experienced it.
I am doing a school research on satanism, so to do as much damage possible to darkness. And what i found, is that, you may be the happiest man. But if you are without God, you feel empty. Jesus died. For YOU. YOU. For US! for YOU! PERSONALLY! He died because he loved you so much. You feel an emptiness in your life. Jesus is just there, standing at the door, knocking it. saying, "open the door and i will make your life full". He understands. He comprehends.
And if you open that door, accept his love, i tell you,
you life will surely be full.
For you had found the light for the darkness, the occupant for the emptiness.
