Don't fall, child.
Christ is the way, the truth, and the life.
Many times, do you want to fight and win battles for christ. But you find that discouraging. Do not let it come in and hit you too hard! God is the pillar of light. if you have any trouble, tell him. If you fall down, he will pick you up. And the smile from the face of the devil is being cut out.
Talking to the fighters for christ. Many people will come to discourage you. There will be many things about the cult and false of christianity that will make you doubt. If you are in doubt, i know how you feel. You feel like "what am i praying for?""is the person i am talking to REAL?" or is it that "am i talking to the wall?". i know how exactly it is like. you do not know where you are heading. you feel lost. Coz you doubt God. It is alright. But it is not alright.
What you have to do, is to pray. Pray for God to show you that he is real. He will show you. For WAD REASON does he have not to show u?! He wants you back in his arms. Pray for salvation and deliverance. That you may be convinced once and for all. Keep praying. Keep hoping. Do not expect to get it within a day. Sometimes you get convinced, then later u doubt again. It is alright. Just ask God for wisdom, and BIND THE WORKS OF THE ENEMY!!!!
Satan is here to destroy. He will surely not leave any christian alone. But in Jesus' name you will overcome. What is too hard for the LORD?