Thanks. You made a difference.
I feel I should do it. You all have done so much difference in my life. I seldom give dedication posts, but in my heart, i am thanking you all so much. It may be the slightest thing that you think i don't realise. But i thanked you all, because the way God even sees the slightest good deed i may do, i feel that i should follow God's great example. You all made a difference in my life. You all are God's answered prayer for me. You all had been great friends, who are by me all the time, and through trials and sharpening, we became stronger in our friendship.
Hey Zoey, talking about you, my Godsis. Last time, I thought you are not goin to make a big deal in my life, i thought you are just a normal friend in "my friend's condo". I AM WRONG. You may think you have troubled me. YOU ARE WRONG. Million times no man... I know you will emerge strong. And it is a sure thing after you go out of these trials. You had moulded me as a christian. I know this is a difficult time in your life. I know it man. I have been, and am praying for you. It will not be easy, but after all these, you will praise God for everything he had done. Praise God for you, for you are such an example! You still could praise God, even under such bad circumstances. Even in your super-frustrated mood, you could even control your tongue, which used to say so much vulgarities. Now you didn't. I really respect that. Just that commitment to keep that small covenant with God, Just that devotion to not upset God! the fact that you are not overlooking this, God is looking proudly from above. Thank you. What you did, really showed me devotion and commitment. I believe, and i know, that God had more for your life. He have something for you, that you cannot see now, neither can I. Let him take over the matters. Let him TOTALLY take over the matters. It may turn up badly to man, but its gonna be beautiful and awesome, because our God is an awesome God!!!
Yo Edmud! Are are so quick to mature man. You are a christian for 46 days and around one hour. And you are maturing so fast! You have such a crave for God! It is YOU who asked me for the bible even before i asked you whether you want that. For a new believer, this is not very common. What's more, you read the bible yourself regularly, and now practising, or trying to practice loving your enemies, not swearing. You committed your life to do something, and to life a better life, to glorify God. I believe you can. I have not seen any new believer so fast setting resolutions, or so maturing in God so fast! And on the day you fell while doing wallflip, i never heard you complain, or say any vulgarities. But you PRAISED GOD. You said that it is an "unfortunate" event. You saw what's behind installed by God. I believe there is more behind the wallflip "accident". On that day, i didn't hear you complain about God, or question God. I could see that peace and assurance you have in God. It really impressed me. You are such a matured believer! Maturing so fast, in so many ways! That is great wisdom. I know God's plans for you will be far greater than that. I could testify that. He can do it to you.
And, WOONY. This guy, had so many similarities with me, even the problems. You had become my close friend. When we talk, its a lot man. From your blog, i learnt a lot about your life, and you! Everyone could just spectate that wisdom flowing as you read that blog. Especially, when he is always so humble about his ways in God! I thought he is a rather "decent" man. But he felt that he is not. Of course, we are like dust compared with God. Woony didn't commit the flaws "decent" men could commit: to compare themselves with the world. Through his growth in Christ. Although he is good in some ways. Although he had the ability to stand strong. Although he so loved God. Although he did so much research for the Lord, although he had so many ambitions for the Lord, but he felt that he is really falling short of God. His wisdom identified his errors. I was actualy quite shocked when he said that he is really a bad person. It is because of my pride, which made me think i am good. I am FAR FROM IT. Thanks tianyong, you taught me a lesson. We went through problems together. We are working on that problem. It is about to fade away. IT IS FADING away. We resulted in a very strong friendship. Tianyong, remain strong in the Lord. any trials in your life, he had a purpose for it.
You three people, including the whole of kyensai, is God's answered prayer to me.
Last year, i have a lack of friends, especially close friends, fellowship friends. I appear to be quite lonely. I prayed for God to give me friends. My friend in my church also identified that problem. He prayed with me, for this problem. Rayson, I hope you are reading this post. Thanks so much. You never know what you did to a needing soul. This is what you had done. PRAISE GOD! O GOD U ARE BEHIND IT ALL!!!
I needed friends at that time. And now, around seven months later, i have got a group of close friends, who we could fellowship together, get together, grow in the Lord, and finally, friends who i really love, and treasure, and are a part of me. Thank you God. I don't deserve all these. Yet you answered my prayers. You gave me this. This is a huge gift. Thank you God for these people. They did so much to my lives. I only prayed. My friend prayed for me. Praise you for what you had done in my life, to my life, and for my life.
Thank you God, for these three people. Bless them. Amen.
