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feeling good

Sunday, June 17, 2007 0 comments

lol im typing this 5 mins after i published the previous one.

it's because i felt good.

i've kinda realized i've not posted a "Godly message" post for a long time. yea and i just did. And i felt good.

of course i felt good. doing the right thing.

but i looked back, and i realized i did not "feel" like writing a "Godly message" at first.

So many times, i realize that we do something because we feel like or not. especially when i'm vocal about some issues, i go on blogging about it for 2 weeks. i feel like doing it. i've just realized that so much we do is based on feelings. superficial feelings.

yea feelings are cool (sumtimes they're not lol), but feelings are so temporal, so short, and sometimes they do mar our long term future. take an example of bill clinton. 10 years back, the media blasted him with alleged sexual conduct with a lady besides his wife (IOW, adultery). the media was raging and blasting him with one sided views, sharp words, killing him in the papers and through the signals. a decade later, when the angry feelings fade, he is voted as one of america's finest presidents.

now i look back and realize how many church services i missed, how many messages i missed to type, how many people i fail to encourage, how many opportunities that shot past me, just 'cause i didn't feel like doing it, or taking it up.

i'm not a person against feelings, and i don't believe that feelings are our best enemies in road to understanding or deciding. I don't believe that thinking with our minds are the best way to understand, nor do i think with my mind all the time. but this' what i realized feelings did for me. Good and bad. so end of story: don't rely everything on feelings, like what we always do nowadays.

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