missions
i need a mission field to keep me alive, with these school holidays, i thought, its a break from the school, the end of the mission field for a month. after WoW, i realized so much, that for me to survive as a christian of God i raelly need a mission field.
"God I need a mission field or else i will die", i told God.
when a christian lacks mission field, lacks a push and go forward, he will stagnate, and rot. that's the growth of the church, and that's somewhat the growth of every christian.
i kinda complained that there's no school, and asked him "how am i gonna survive then?"he returned and told me- i have the mission field where i am.my family.
yesterday i went to spend some time with grandma though there was no tv, she was gonna sleep, the radio playing. just wanted to u noe.. spend time n talk. then she slept. i was still in the room by her side. then came the realization that anyone, anyone including me,
may one day enter the hospital just to have the doctor tell us "he/she has only 3 more months to live".
i suddenly realized it. it's one thing to know it, but another to fully understand, and realize the implications, impact of it.
i've never in my life, lived without a mission field.anywhere.anytime.i just realized it.Labels: awakening
