book in days
this is like a subscription. Posts come weekly. Every week, only one chance to chronicle, one chance to voice and to express. I mean publicly yea.
I realize that I LOVE book out days, unlike what I felt on friday: minuscule sense of liberation period. Enjoying myself quite alot. To realize I'm booking in in another 9 hours isn't a very comforting thought, not a welcoming thought, and much more not a liberating one. But heck it, my platoonmates and bunkmates are awesome that I'm going to spend time with them. After all it's been fine, quite exciting and not too hard in the army anyway.
The best part is the ability to live it like 2 years of study break or something. Friendship and bonding with discipline lessons and physical training on the weekdays, rest, liberation and fun in abandonment on the weekends. So it probably takes time for the mindset to adjust to view it as such, and from then on, though book-out days be loved, book-in days will still, at least, not erase the smile on the face :)
For now, time to check the bag and bring some books in camp. One of the bridges and companions that I can whip out at any point of time.
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