leaders
it has been some time since i posted, even longer time since i posted a message.anyway it has recently been edmund's birthday. and i have to pics with me. bt i can't upload them due to my revision. anyway i will do so tomorrow :)
anyway, just to leave behind something that my the leader of music ministry in my church said to us "as worship leaders you hold a big responsibility".
He went on to tell us, that we leaders must come clean before God. Make sure that the week is clean in His eyes. Never let the christians' fellowship with God be marred because of us.Then this reflected upon me. As it is even so lacking for us to live a day for ourselves, a God-less day, self-centered day. I had experienced a God-filled life, purposefully or not, aware of his presence in my life. Real and fufilling that poems of praise stream out.
Those poems i write are testimonies of his command in me, my life with God.To be honest I never knew I am or was always in music ministry as the vocalist. Even Pearleen was asking me "you still in storm?" I was quite shocked by that question bt i understood her and myself at the same time.
But this ministry is saving grace, the lifeguard of my life. It helped me up in my lowest of spiritual life, even though i never wanted to "join", but accidentally fell into it.
Then reflecting back I come to realize that for this cause, everything we do must contain an eternal purpose. Yesterday i never realized so much in normal church conversations that i had. The words "go in the name of Jesus", means to leave as testimonies of Jesus, for Jesus' sake. "let us pray" after every sermon is to commit the message onto our lives, and simply, talk to God. "i will worship you till the very end", is characteristic of great faith and love, as one hopes and trusts God for a deluge of blessing and pure goodness even when the worst haunts and failure cracks upon. Everything we do, must contain an eternal purpose.Labels: awakening, christian-bboy, findings O.O
