choice.
This feel like the old times when someone is facing 2 different paths ahead of him. now he's to choose which path to take. Kyensai SEKSAY or our rival crew. We've sessioned with him, been at relatively close contact with him for the past 4.5 months, while he kept in contact with the other crew.
Well, what's going on is that they are planning to include him in their crew. And recently, we have also been thinking about that. But there are many more, much more fundamental reasons that we want to include him. Reasons which will concern his life, his future, his possible path.
It's a path between fame and friendship. Well, an average guy will take the road to fame. It's the chance to get something you want. But don't forget who will fast for you in your time of suffering. I fear, I will pray and I will fast. It's something that i haven't done for a long time. But for this cause, I will do it again. I must do it again.
I fear another break, i fear another failure, i fear feeling loss, i fear feeling losing someone i will never be able to get back again.it sounds a little too bizzare: the person i'm feeling all these for is a guy. but it feels so much like what i've experienced: to lose someone i truly love to another guy.
Labels: friends n loved ones
