critical
Do things take place so fast? You were fine 1 month ago when I came to study for my chinese exam, now, you're so ill, so immobile.
I don't know what to do cos' I can do nothing. I can't procrastinate, I can't help, I can't do anything, I CAN DO NOTHING. IM SO DAMN HELPLESSLY HELPLESS.
It's about time for me to face this, but I won't let this hope go, I'll visit you as far as I can, I'll do my best to make it fine. I'm starting to see this realization slowly diffuse into myself. I have no idea how to react, or how to combat, or how to deal with it, simple indescribable helplessness. Someone be there for me.
Am I emotionless? I feel helpless, lost, and hear silent fear scream. I cannot let anything go. This thing is really taking a toll on me. The great escape in my working hours, ignorance found in books, but alone, one's left to fear.
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