nightmares
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 0 comments

My family members are talking about nightmares now. Well, about suiciding, getting chased, getting killed.

Anyway, aside that, here is the graph of a successful resistance to a certain desire.

It's true for certain things here. T1 denotes the moment when you made your decision to avoid, to control your desire for something. Let's say, your desire to know this person. Then after which, your desire for that thing, or that person, goes negative, an escarpment to a deep, seemingly irreversible drop. This thing is quite true of crushes, or like a person who tries his best to abstain from falling for the other one.

If his will is strong, or if God is on his side, he can successfully turn the tables. However, this drop may be dangerous as it may be caused by persistence of one to find fault in the other, to see every undersirable thing in another person, or object. While this isn't too bad when the other object is not a human, but it's definitely detrimental to the friendship of 2 persons if one were not to control his own will to find everything undesirable in another person.

Over time, however, the person begins to forget about the other thing, and begins to see his folly through his self-made efforts to find faults in the object. Thereby, casting the object out of his most conscious mind. He begins to walk away, instead of flee, begins to look at that object like any other object in the world. If it's a person, so it be a person that meant no meaning to him anymore.

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