split
my rational side has been paving the way so far. gone so far, was stopped quite a few times, bt this is the biggest one so far. i have to resort to force right now. its an on and off. this thing come to disturb me sometimes, and it comes, and its gone.
God can you lead the way and teach me what to do?
Because my emotional and sorta 'natural' side is starting to pull me the other way. i'm split. jus as 'emo' i feel when i start this post, its now gone.
if this is gonna stop me from serving God, i'm going to overcome it, as what Kenneth Haggin Jr. said today. "you are not going to be defeated".but God, it comes and go. and Lord u know i'm not a technical guy, Lord u know i dont always think with my head.
i'm really in need of You now.Labels: christian-bboy, heart
