a sweep of ib, 7 things
A random note. i've reached my target weight of 60kg. I overshot till 61.5. with a BMI of 23.1. So i am officially overweight :)
let's talk about the aims.
Accomplished 16, 10, 5, 6, 3. if you wanna see them you can go find them on amongst the first posts in January. Came close to some others, and failed in some others.
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But more importantly one should review significant chapters. Oh lets talk about the last 2 years.
1. a wrecked first shot
well it's the first time i've shot. And it went into the net but it's stolen. It made me much stronger emotionally and mentally. Finally being able to see myself to die for social activity and friends and stuff. But they've been so much of a help. Sadly, my world and the MOTOS are never the same again. Is it something which will harm me in the future? Definitely it is and still is. No,no it's not about that basket i've missed, but is about all the basketball players.
2. WoW
My encounter with kids did affect me alot. for i've never been able to communicate and open up with them that easily. This is with a language barrier. It so made me lighten and love them.
3. joining DANCEDANCEDANCEDANCEDANCEDANCEDANCEDANCEDANCEDANCE
Amongst my greatest contentions are joining dance again (concordantly, amongst my greatest regrets is being absent from dance for six and half months.) It had posed such amazing influence on me, that i feel more myself and more liberated when dancing. Not just an outlet of expression, i feel it is the very essence of myself, being on stage, hitting the beats.
4. Rafael Nadal
one of greatest influences is Rafael Nadal. I've been a fan since i first watched him. Yes, he doesn't have the finesse of Federer nor the talent half that of Gasquet, but it's his determination, physical and mental strength which wears down his opponents, enabling him to win matches from behind. What a hell of a sportsman. Had been a great example and helped in many areas of life. trained me in discipline which i hardly had.
5. Chinese A2
My fault for choosing this just because i don't wanna lose chinese. But also, i developed an interest in pri.5 towards chinese. Not the hardcore memorization shit, but the beauty of the language. Though i didn't master chinese A2, nor get a 7 for it, this period of time led me saw the beauty in Chinese which i once wanted to see. It made me believe in myself for never i've expected myself to get 79% for chinese. I never thought i would even make a 6! But thanks to the teachers, and the students it made me wake up and realize that there's so many people who are helping me, and giving so much for me to get a 7. So all i can do is to repay them with my best effort. That's something i did give when i decided to go for it.
Oh and yes, without chinese A2, i will never be able to do well in english.
6. Friends
Kyensai, again, you guys just don't break up. there when it was hell, though not so bad at times. anyway thanks so much for your endless brathahood man. parabola! your oryx and crake. im finishing it, and ill rmb the endless random encounters at the corridors of the school in-between classes and SQUASH! WeiYang! Though you were disagreeable at times, the year was greatly influenced by you, and it weren't be the same without you, your support and your inspiration and you're an inspiration too! Christina! nonstoptalkingagain, but still, the rational voice and someone who is neutral, and just like kyensai, oh you are part of us haha, just like them you guys always remain neutral and dont always barge in and try too much to help! Victoria! thanks for being such a friend the past few months. i never had any female friend i was so talkable with. ok ill do a proper one at thanksgiving post.
7. BBOYBBOYBBOYBBOYBBOYBBOYBBOYBBOYBBOYBBOY
it's a great mistake for being a slacker bboy for almost 3 years and working hard for 1andhalf year. but yea, it's an escape. Honestly i don't really die and have corrosive passion for it, but i still love it. Still at crucial times it made me feel alive :) forsaking it is a mistake and i've done it again and again and again. Well my nonstopaction body is easily lured by sports. Taken up stuff like pumping iron, tennis, badminton, squash.. Though i try convince myself forsaking it isn't a mistake it still is. all the time.
7 things which critically altered my life and cornered it bringing it and (sometimes giving) it ups and downs. Without any of these, yh will never be yh of today.
Labels: dance, education, friends n loved ones, life, love
