never do an extended writing on the bus.
The past few days i have been rushing my chinese written task, trying to get it to a good, decent grade. and for this cause, i've been doing my work on the bus. yesterday, i wrote my rationale foe my written task in the duration of my bus ride, and today when i let my chinese teacher see, she was kinda mad at my standard of chinese. she pointed out just TWO examples of my incorrigible chinese and i really, honestly CANNOT BELIEVE i wrote that.
I just went to correct it further. and i CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE THAT. every sentence i go "WHAT THE HELL AM I WRITING?!"
This is the original, try reading it, even if ure bad at chinese.
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以下文章写的是个访问，关于肥胖的话题。访员是个<<早安，您好>>的主持人。受访者是一位健康专家。减肥话题主要是关于现代人怎么这个访问的话题是讨论不同的减肥方法，谈它们的好还，对身体的影响。
这个访问谈不同的减肥问题，主要的目的是告诉大众运动才是减肥最正确，最安全的方法。这个访谈绝食，整形，服用减肥药物的危险和短处。这个访问反映了现代人为了要拥有苗条身材，而且懒得运动的现象。在访问中，受访者有提出一些证据来解释这个现象。
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Well it's nothing to be proud about.
Compare that to my near-completed rationale.
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这是一章关于肥胖问题的访问稿。访员是<<早安，您好>>的主持人。受访者是一位在食物营养和生物化学方面的专家。这个访问讨论不同的减肥方法(节食，整形，服用药物，运动)，谈它们的好坏以及对身体的影响。
这个访问主要的目的是通知大众运动是最正确，最安全的减肥方法。受访者也解释绝食，整形，服用药物的危险和短处。这个访问反映了现代人想拥有苗条身材，可是懒得运动的现象，他们的懒惰是他们寻找别的减肥方法的缘故-专家解释这些方法的短处。在访问中，专家也例数据，利用了科学道理来加强说服力。
我在写这章访问稿所遇到的问题是寻找资料的难度。之后就是把资料用在访问稿上，有把整个访问稿的字术保持在1200字内。
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you can see the hell of a difference.
Writing on the bus, especially when you are changing from bus to bus, kills your chain of thought. you end off somewhere and continue somewhere else, so does your thoughts, reasoning, logic, and most of all, writing. All these turn my chinese to an unreadable block of letters, a standard which even a primary 4 can easily surpass.
Labels: distress, out
$$$
im tired.
so so tired man. show coming up in days, by back still aching, and JUST LOST ONE SIDE OF MY LENS. WTH.
after some accounting i did today, i came to realize what i said and predicted was true: i save 30 per month.
100 bux spent on nutritionizing myself, church every friday takes up total of 20$, and gym sessions take up the rest of the 30$. This leaves me with 30$ to spare.
and i haven't spent anything outside these except for a converse sleeveless and a squash ball, 17 in total.
sorry for those who don't what's going on.
but i'm feeling broke. never felt broke in my LIFE before. i always have some spare (not rich though, just spare).
how do i get the $$$ back again? day job? i have not much time.
i think i must find a way around nutrition.
how?? there must be a way...
Labels: distress
MATH PORTFOLIO!
still doing! now more serious on this one than the previous one, the last one was a whack, anyhow do one.
AND THIS THING IS PREVENTING MUSCLE GROWTH BIG TIME.
went pumping iron today, did dumbell bench presses, barbell rolls, lat pulldowns, dips, abs, curls.
and now i have to sleep at 1.45. GAH CRAP.
thank God i took a nap at 2 to 5.
thank God so much for the day!
Labels: distress
23 koreans
Still, soft quietly spoken voice
That persistenly calls my name
And quickens my heart to come
And I come
Chorus:
And I rest in the shelter of Your love
And I rest in the wonder of Your Grace
And I rest in the shelter of Your love
And I rest in the wonder of You
Embraced in the promise of You
Is rest for the weary soul
Releasing all that is mine
I reach for You
CHORUS
Take all the old and You make it new
Everything I give to You
You're the hope that can pull me through
Hallelujah
CHORUS (repeat)
I rest, by Skillet. album - invincible
It may seem like any normal song. But when you realize that you are praying for 18 south koreans that are threathened to be killed, this song really mean much. And when the previous song is "bring me to life" by evansecence.
Deliver them Lord.Labels: distress, heart
stars
it really sucks
when
you look at the stars
and you're
inspired
to write a poem
for the people you love
in this case
the kids in bintan
it sucks
when
you forget to write
and
now
you don't see stars
nor
experience the surreal seas
to write one for them.
when
YOU REALLY NEED THE STARS.arrgghhLabels: distress, memories
dope
getting myself to dislike
to regret my life,
to praise myself for my ultimate decision.
looking to the archives in recent weeks.
trying to wake myself up.
a medicine for the moment.
injecting myself wif tranquilizers.
i should be okay for now.
Labels: distress
