Left
it is a simple shot,
yet you pride yourself the hit.
he was a man in the open,
yet you pride yourself for the kill.
these are the sacrificial labels,
to fade the blue lines in the battlefields.
peek down your viewfinder and spot,
in your enemies' friends' and enemies' smallest dot.
you must be circumspect,
you have a perfect plan unwrapped.
have you scaled the tops of mountains,
like the red climbers who push themselves?
who scale and stretch and hang themselves?
but you, your blue mountain is above his head.
what short sight, and superficiality you have,
holding him as your entertainment for your own blue pleasure.
gaze at your shallow reflection,
look into your eye and see the plank.
look down the gun and feel the rust.
So these are the blues.
is this what's left of you,
precious God's creations?
Labels: christian-bboy, friends n loved ones, Literary
who are you to judge?
and all you guys who know nothing about anything at all, put people down to prove your own worth, you people of low stature.
have you lose all your worth that you must despise and bully others, to get on top of their heads?
no, it's not much about their behavior that you're laughing at. you're just hyperinflating it so to make him look like a loser.
you are the loser because you want to win approval among people, among yourselves.look in the mirror.Labels: christian-bboy, friends n loved ones
You self-centered bastard.
A one night stand I had last night. I hate to say it, but it led to all the fights. I don't think i know why i did it. Oh mirror mirror you look like crystaline, so perfect, yet so easily broken by the softest. I wanna see your face looking back at me. So clean, so strong, so smooth, so perfect. When they ask i will honestly reply, that i didn't know what i was doing.I had a hell of an exciting night with her. She's cute, special, the 'only one for me', irresistable and exotic. Pleasure and love flood my veins. We thought of something more.But I decide to leave.She may die of syphillis, a disease I carry, but that's her problem.She may get corroded in AIDS, a disease I carry, but that's her problem.I realize that it can be represented in economic terms. By losing a one night stand I will gain back something more. I left something in her, but she can clean it off herself.Then I feel a tear in my heart. An emotional attachment I can't quite describe.No, it's not the girl, is the something more I'll gain back.It's all about me.Labels: Literary, out
MATH PORTFOLIO!
still doing! now more serious on this one than the previous one, the last one was a whack, anyhow do one.
AND THIS THING IS PREVENTING MUSCLE GROWTH BIG TIME.
went pumping iron today, did dumbell bench presses, barbell rolls, lat pulldowns, dips, abs, curls.
and now i have to sleep at 1.45. GAH CRAP.
thank God i took a nap at 2 to 5.
thank God so much for the day!
Labels: distress
